A Terrible Ending to a Beautiful Day
I am hesitant to dream tonight.
It doesn’t seem fitting.
A question asked sparked my life changing epiphany.
“what are you still doing up?”
sleeping should be peaceful.
not something that should be associated with negativity.
Don’t drink if you’re not happy…
Don’t sleep to dream of better things…
Tonight I want her to be the only one to rest in peace.
your phone wrung with awful news
The most heart breaking noise was the most beautiful
you cried
Never thought I could be jealous of my own pillow
I tried to be strong for you
My mind exploded into a thousand things I should say
Thinking back, what I wanted most was to stay close,
but I drove you home instead.
Giving the only thing I think will be best for you
space
I would rather push myself away than to feel you do it
take what you need away from me
even if that means time
what a terrible ending to a beautiful day,
