January 2012
1 post
The reason I am so happy:
December 2011
2 posts
Pushing me away
Your insecurities disgust me.
I deserve the benefit of the doubt.
Your questions are unnecessary .
I feel no need to explain myself.
You’re just wasting my time
& stressing me out.
Call me heartless or impatient, but never dishonest.
You should know by now;
the truth hurts
& I’m not one for sugar coating.
Remember that, before you decide to check up on my where...
Used to taking care of myself.
The feeling 5 minutes before I throw up stayed with me for hours yesterday.
Empty stomach suffering expired pills.
Grew the courage to drink water.
He knocked, I struggled to let him in.
& how ironic that’s when it all came out.
I spilled what was left of my guts.
November 2011
14 posts
memory #34
wearemostaliveindreams:
“i’ve got a bottle of whiskey, if you’re not too busy.”
she blushes.
all of a sudden, i wish those were my words.
how beautiful it must be, to have all the good lines and all, the right looks.
Give Me Space
thissilentstorm:
I’m tired of the questions don’t ask me what’s wrong don’t ask me To talk… don’t tell me you care… don’t tell me you love me…
I’m quiet for a reason- the burden that I have I do not wish to share I hear you say you care but this weight is more than I care to talk about the words might come out wrong… I might come across too strong… so if you truly understand ...
I'm Yours.
heartlessromantics:
To kiss you immensely enamored by your lips slip through into your words til our souls slow dance at the verge of destruction. I want to kiss you. Spew passion like compositions, created through confrontation, call this a battle, with paper sheets as collateral that’ll damage your whole set. I want to wreck havoc cause chaos, conquer your heart completely, love you so deeply...
It's Just... Poets Have The Loneliest Hearts:... →
threeforthursday:
Would you think me weird if I said That I think I love you? Would you think me strange if I were to say I’m infatuated by you And would you think me obsessed If I were to constantly wish I knew what it was like to taste your lips Would you think me crazy If I were to maybe Be writing this…
sad night
I don’t like when ppl make me feel crazy for expressing how i feel and for asking questions. I never understood how people can express such strong emotion one day, and then act like they never said it the next. then they have the nerve to get upset when I call them out on it. U said it, I felt it, am I crazy for believing u felt it too?
Day 3
Hush all that sweet talk, I won’t believe it. Cuz u wouldn’t have to talk if u really mean it. But I admit, it was fun to play along. hope u don’t get me wrong, its not what I’m about, but I’m getting pretty sick of these ins and outs. But I realize I can’t really blame you. It’s my bad. But u can’t really blame me. I can’t lose what I never...
Drive slow
You with all this distance
leave me with thoughts like clouds
A calm storm brewing in my heart
Matching the deep blue sea in the sky
It’s frustrating, but I understand
Like all this holiday traffic
Won't even kiss
When I’m with him I feel I’m cheating on you. The sad part is, he’s my boyfriend, and I haven’t even heard your voice.
10th street love
I just want to sit quietly and hold your hand.
A Terrible Ending to a Beautiful Day
I am hesitant to dream tonight.
It doesn’t seem fitting.
A question asked sparked my life changing epiphany.
“what are you still doing up?”
sleeping should be peaceful.
not something that should be associated with negativity.
Don’t drink if you’re not happy…
Don’t sleep to dream of better things…
Tonight I want her to be the only one to rest in...
tumblrbot asked: ROBOTS OR DINOSAURS?
The early bird may get the worm, but the second mouse gets the cheese
– unknown
October 2011
1 post